My fiance brings me flowers for no reason, I can call anyone of friends or family and know that I have someone on the line who will listen to whatever crazy antics I have going on that day, I am healthy, I am safe, I'm planning my dream wedding with my prince charming, I have a vacation planned, really the list of positive things seem endless.
And that's what scares me...
I realized I'm walking on eggshells, checking every corner, waiting for the sky to fall. Life, as great as mine has been, has taught me to be skeptical, a pessimist really. The good things have to end eventually and when they do, watch out, right?
I have thought that way for many years and now I think I'm changing my tune. I'm trying to get to a place where I can just except that good things will happen and bad things will happen, regardless. I'm not being punished when things get more difficult, I am preparing myself to appreciate the good times even more. A glass really can be half full.